Skolarbete - WIP

Skola...

Jag är väldigt nere, men jag får i alla fall saker gjort... Skolarbete in progress:)

Dexter S4

Har kollat på Dexter säsong fyra de senaste dagarna. Humöret är inte på topp någonstans, men lite bra tv-serie är alltid något som kan distrahera hjärncellerna en stund... Här är en liten doodle som jag tecknade av från en screencap. mitt i ett avsnitt. Jag la på lite färg i datorn också...

Apart

A quick drawing I colored in photoshop to distract from school work and depression...

Life is fucking hard...

I'm on the bottom... I'm so down I don't know what to do with myself... I just want to run away from myself, this room, this life, everything... Someone said that "life ain't fair", that's an understatement, life is a fucking sadistic asshole! I wish some knight in shining armour would come and save me and make everything ok... But he can't, no one can...

Why does life have to fuck with you all the time?! What did I do to deserve feeling like this?!

I guess I just have to cope & make it trough, but it's hard when you don't see a light at the end of the tunnel...

Fuck...

As I write this I wonder if anyone ever stumbles across my blog... Anyone english speaking out there? If not, I might as well start to write in swedish...

Even more

A few hours of practising digital painting... Done completely in photoshop with refference.

Again...

Something digital for once...

A digital quickie... Apati is Apathy in Swedish...

Keeps on coming

New sketch book

When you're really depressed & the only thing that helpes you take your mind off of things is to listen to some good music and just draw, you get veeeery productive... It feels kind of sad though...